I am unable to build my own career path I don’t know why, I have tried so many things but all didn’t success…I was the smart students but haven’t got any PhD position for 10 years continuing of applying again and again, I didn’t have supported professors but very exploited ones who wanted to rip off students. I tried business but didn’t success too, I could not get even 1 client. Then I wrote books but got no offer from a publisher and books didn’t sell good…only a couple of copies. Now I applied again an academic career and realized my previous supervisors said badly about me.. he is the reason why I can’t get any offer for a PhD. I tried graphic design, filmmaking, videos and photography ..but all did not work out. Now I am very confused and dont know what I should do next.